December 2010
lovelylittlesailor replied to your post: Tonight it rained for the first time since I’ve…
No need to feel lonely, just know that even though I can hardly make it there physically, i am always there in spirit, I am so proud of you, everything about you inspires me to better myself, you’re one of my best friends, I love you HLV33ZY.
brb crying. I love you so much tuhnee.
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Tonight it rained for the first time since I’ve been home. The wind picked up early this morning, one or two, while we were sitting haphazardly in my driveway, passing a clove splif between the four of us. I was terrified—the wind is no longer something I’m used to—and it was telling. The wind brings change. Things are changing.
Things have changed. I am a completely...
beer or wine or whiskey please?
appease me, please? while the bubbles rise and fall through my throat and the bubbles build in the bathtub and while I ask you to turn down the music so I can listen to your voice. so we can block out all that noise. all it is is noise, tiny minds like tiny toys, but we know there’s no difference in girls and boys.
I could smoke a thousand cigarettes until my lungs turn black and I...
when sad songs make you happier than happy songs...
I don’t want to leave.
people will not always act they way you want them...
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i want to do dmt.
oh also,
I spent $134 at Savers today getting “professional” clothes and shoes. Share the lulz, y’all.
things I've learned this break:
no one is out of my league
most boys are just boys
I want a man
but I don’t need anybody but friends
never drink coffee on an empty stomach
never smoke weed in the middle of nowhere on a very cold Christmas night
especially if you don’t know how strong the weed is
I can wear a v-neck without a bra
I love the people I know
I love the place where I grew up
I love flatlands...
to do today:
lunch with Garrett + Nova
thrifting for “professional” clothing
buying an air mattress and mattress pad
finding a bike rack
buying a six of PBR
airing up my tires?
laundry
packing
HPSTR NITE!
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fuck today. it can go burn.
the worst part is I need to have a horrid emotional breakdown and sob my brains out, but I’m so hyped up on caffeine that I can’t.
blua:
Your love | Bon Iver (the outfield cover)
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it's that really nice feeling when he kisses you.
he kisses you. not the other way around. and he says “I’m really glad we got to hang out.” and he has his arms around your waist (your waste? your wasted body that could be so beautiful if you let yourself love it) and he appreciates you.
and if you set your standards high, you will never be disappointed.
I really like ankles.
Bare legs. They give me this weird rush, like I’m seeing some part of you that’s private. And wrapping yours around mine. And being close.
I’ve developed this problem where I don’t like to go asleep alone. I’ll do it, but I don’t like it. I think it has to do with getting used to a roommate or maybe just plain loneliness. I don’t like waking up alone,...
bored as balls.
somebody fix it.
I'm rooming with him next term. life's gonna be...
ME:
damnit
I'm hungry and horny
LIAM:
junkfoodandporn!
ME:
hahaha
that's such a man thing to do
LIAM:
well u r from texas
ME:
are you saying that makes me a man?
LIAM:
roughly
but u can interpret it as badass
ME:
ah
I'll do that
LIAM:
like stunning saloon savvy chick who can ride a horse better in heels than any man can in boots nd can draw faster with all her skirts than a man can from his hip
that sort of thing
I've been playing life-coach the last few days.
it’s been a lot of “you don’t need a relationship” and “be sexy, get ass, leave happy” and “you’re a beautiful woman and he’s a child”.
Meh, I dunno. A relationship would be nice sometimes, like when I’m feeling lonely and destitute in the middle of nowhere (South-Western Vermont), but these girls that just let it get to...
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there's no supposed to be anything! you just are.
“There’s no way this could have worked out.”
“Because I’m a zerophiliac?”
“Because you can’t stand being one!”
Says so much. Nothing will ever work out if you don’t love yourself first.
the problem is, sometimes our desires conflict...
-Zerophilia
I need it to be summer or fall in a small town,
and I also need to stop getting these idealized views of summer and fall in small towns because they aren’t like they are in the movies.
Nevertheless, Zerophilia is a pretty funny flick. As much as they mess with me, I love films that are so simplistic. Old-timey transportation. Pool. People who look real. I’ll make low-budget films. They’re just better.
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Christmas-time lessons (brought to you by...
never sell your powers - a.k.a. talents/body/etc
more to come I’m sure
oh yeah, Nathan is hilariously awesome
always strive to be like Nathan
I’m really curious as to how Simon is going to work this one
“are you sorry?
then god forgives you.”
“all the stealing,
drugs,
and, uh,
mast-uh-bate-ing.”
We Are Scientists - Hoppípolla (Sigur Rós...
it's always so embarrassing when people just don't...
If I tell you I have emotional baggage and am not relationship friendly, I can understand you assuming that I just want to fuck around with you. But when I don’t text you back time and time again, I think you’d start to see that I’m not interested in you at all. And when you apologize for ignoring me at a party I ignored you at, and I don’t text you back, that should be...
sylvysparrow:
Ray Lamontagne - Empty
Well I...
danielmizzle answered your question:so I made this nifty little sculpture for my…
what colors did you have in mind?
I’m not sure, probably some earth tones. Deep reds and browns and some green.
where we hid
-forgetgrace:
stolen moments in the afternoon when we were forced to hide under the shade of trees and behind buildings and under bridges and beneath the city in between dreams and inside of them