January 2012
2011:
met a group of amazing human beings at a hostel in austin, tx
worked jobs i was passionate about
fell in love with narrative films
got my first speeding ticket
and my first parking ticket
and my car towed for the first time
and broken by a tow truck for the first time
during my first ever visit to nyc
did acid
drove ~2200 miles in the course of ~5 days
met a second group of amazing...
December 2011
seeing sunspots
“we played charades last night, it was a hoot!”
– when did i become an old lady?
goddamnit, why didn’t i apply at prescott college my senior year? i was talking about a possible trip to arizona this summer and my uncle said “i recently went to prescott, az” and i remembered seriously considering applying there and then not doing it for some fucked up reason.
it’s going on the list of places to apply should i not get into the rtf school at ut in a few...
what i want to do tonight is
take a bunch of laundry and my new candle and a good book and my journal to my grandma’s house and
do my laundry and
take a bath with
my new candle and
a bottle of her cheapest wine and
write it all down.
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natural sounds of lonely winter nights
i.
remember to hang your expectations with your coat at the door
or hang your heart on the line, waiting to be let fall and broken into a hundred million pieces
ii.
nothing good happens after two am but nothing happens at all after eleven pm
the elven hour in between will only ring magical if you can stalk it before it alights on the earth
iii.
when...
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“I
Today I dissected a squid,
the late acacia tossing its pollen
across the...”
– “Love at Thirty-Two Degrees” by Katherine Larson (via casimirpulaskiday)
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casimirpulaskiday:
embarrassing myself so much this week.
I am impulsive; I am repulsive. I don’t think before I speak. I need to go for a long run and clear my head.
frugalkrugal replied to your post: good jesus.
Dude, last night I ended up watching parts of the goofy movie on youtube on someones iphone till 4 am… guess we both know how to make great decisions!
dude, living in the same town as you is gonna be so rad. bad decisions for everyone!
Anonymous asked: Sorry that it is mundane, would you prefer me to write something crass?
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i either have shin splints or the flu.
merry fucking christmas, everybody.
(my dad won’t stop playing stupid christmas music and it’s driving me fucking up the wall. hello, i’m tired of this holiday already, especially the music in it ughhhh)
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good jesus.
i need to remember to not drink after four days straight of adderol because it’s painfully embarrassing. i knocked a delicious drink onto tanetra (sorry baby!) and then yelled, a lot. not to the point of being belligerent, i don’t think, but definitely to the point of being loud and obnoxious and ridiculous. i felt drunk as soon as i got there, so i should have just been happy to be...
I SLEPT REALLY WELL LAST NIGHT!
strung.the.fuck.out.
can’t stop won’t stop need so badly to stop stop stop.
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welp. day two of 8 hours + adderol. definitely just exploded into tears and rage and screaming and frustration and exhaustion at my parents. it’s funny, i remember the last time my dad brought this thing up it really frustrated me and i said “you know you’re talking about my friends, don’t you?” and he said something that i don’t remember. tonight he said the...
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Warren Buffet is asking each addressee to forward this email to a minimum of twenty people on their address list; in turn ask each of those to do likewise. In three days, most people in The United States of America will have the message. This is one idea that really should be passed around. _*Congressional Reform Act of 2011*_ 1. No Tenure / No Pension. A Congressman/woman collects a...
i so don’t want to go to work today. i couldn’t sleep for forever last night, and when i did, it was fitful at best. i dreamed of never-ending rivers of fragrances and gift sets, of drugs that i couldn’t and wouldn’t be able to understand, of a polar bear parking itself under my car and crawling up through a hole near the foot feet. i dreamed of producing a play, of being...
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i know this is silly and lazy, but i'm posting...
it was years ago that i used to know you and while i didn’t know you often when i did i found we got on alright i couldn’t say whether or not you were my type and at that time i wasn’t sure anything could live up to the hype but you did your best and your best was better than mine and now, years later, it’s you who i find i’m bored and i’m lonely and you’re not the only one out there but you’re...
Watchyvynyl:
The Ramshackle Union Band - Overboard
Very impressive stop-motion-within-stop-motion photography work by Canadian-in-London Arran Shearing for this foot-stomping revivalist folk single from the UK.
“It was done by printing the frames of a performance piece, cutting them to size and photographing the individual pictures in sequence. the effect is basically the video, an animated...
Stanley Wong
turnberryghost:
Alex: Stanley, if you had to do a drug, any drug, what would it be?
Pause
Stanley: Coconuts.
Stanley: who are you?
me: Stanley, we have like, three classes together!
Stanley: you must not talk very much. Come give me a hug.
Stanley picks me up. About a minute and a half later…
me: Stanley, can you put me down now?
Stanley: nope.
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SO FUCKED UP
malloryy and i got really drunk with my dog and i want her to move to austin so we can do it all thet ime holy shit haven’t been this drunk in sooo long can’t smoke otnight cuz i would be so weird lololollolol
so next week, not including my on call shit, i...
40.5 hours. 40.5 hours. 40.5 hours.
i have to convince myself that the paycheck is worth the pain.
in other news, my part time job in austin, helping to create and utilize a basic photography and filmmaking curriculum for kids with autism, starts on january 17. real life, here we come!
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dear father,
remember that time i didn’t do anything wrong but you yelled at me anyway?
wait, de ja vu…
oh my god i cannot take this whole living with my parents thing anymore. jesus h. fucking christ.
oh ps the poetry reading went really well last night, i’m really proud of myself and of everyone else. and some silly stuff happened and i drank tequila and vodka and smoked and saw mallory...
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I had the strangest dream this morning.
I was at a birthday party for myself at my grandparents’ old house. Good friends of mine were there—Daniel, Danny, and Victoria, for sure, and others that I don’t fully remember—but not many other people. We were leaving to get drinks somewhere else when we noticed a party going on next door. Someone showed me the invitation. It was a party making fun of me. I was very,...
“if I never see you again
I will always carry you
inside
outside
on my...”
– -Charles Bukowski (via portraitofaghost
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ouch
wow, man.
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